It has been 5 months to the day that I experienced my near death experience. I was given a choice to stay or to come back. I came back because I felt I had things to do still and people to come into contact with while in this mortal realm.
You don’t get an instruction manual when you first come into this life, nor do you get one when you come back in after a near death experience. So I have been feeling a little lost and not integrated fully after my return. All the old patterns of my last life were no longer suited for this life.
I had the good fortune of having a conversation with one of my friends, who happens to be one of the wise sages I know while on this journey. He had recounted hearing how patients who have undergone successful treatment for cancer find it harder the year after the treatments. The reason being that they had invested so much energy and time in fighting and surviving that when that is over they need to learn how to live again.
This was a huge insight into my feelings after returning. Up to the point of my near death experience, I was fighting to survive and not living for the most part. Now I have all that energy and knowledge to turn it into living a fulfilling, abundant and spiritually radical life.
If you feel you need to fight to survive in your everyday life then you are not living your true life. Your true life should be as a Spiritual Radical, break the bonds of conformity to old dogma and confines to fully free your soul to live and experience your journey on your terms.
Francisco E. Alvarez 3-15-2016
Curandero, Usui & Karuna Reiki® Master